Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Tiernan's Heart Twin



Tiernan has SO many heart brothers and sisters. TOO many, really. But none of them (that we know) are really living with the same constellation of defects as Tiernan. While that may not seem like a very big deal, it actually feels gigantic. 
When Dr. Woods and the team at Mary Bridge diagnosed Tiernan, he told us that even though he's seen all of these defects before he had never seen or even heard about them all in one heart. This meant he didn't have a whole host of cases to guide him in planning the surgical path for Tiernan. He knew he could possibly follow a few different paths but wasn't able to point to other kids who had gone before us and what their lives were like. 
I'll tell you this much. When your child is facing one or more open heart surgeries in their lifetime, it doesn't matter how many others have the same defects, except when it comes to the need to see others who have survived and even thrived. It is always scary. But doctors all now know basically what to do for a true HLHS or Tetralogy of Falot or Transposition. They don't always know what to do with a "Coarctation of the Aorta/Complete Unbalanced Right Dominant Atrioventricular Canal/Mildly Hypoplastic Left Ventrical/Big Ugly Floppy Common AV Valve Regurgitation."
There just isn't research to say difinitively what path a surgeon should take. 
So they guess. 
And things go wrong. 
And this forces their hand to treat him like a single Ventrical, even though he isn't truly a single vent kid. 
And then you think your path is set. 
And you wait.
And when people ask what defect he has there is no all encompassing phrase to describe what he has so you just say he's closest to HLHS.  
And you wish you had some people to really look to who have the SAME heart. 

So when I found my way to some FB group thread and there was a new mom on there describing her son's heart and I felt like I was reading Tiernan's diagnosis, I might have cried a little. 
Because that had truly never happened. 

Walker is Tiernan's little Heart Twin. Yes there are a few differences but the similarities are astonishing. 

And not only the defects. 
The surgeries they have had and the complications and recoveries following have been incredibly similar. They both had feeding tubes and issues surrounding all of that. 
They both were set on that single vent trajectory because doctors just didn't think their LVs were adequate to handle the job. 
And then Hanley looked at Tiernan's heart and disagreed. 
And Ashley thought why not ask?  And Dr. DelNido looked at Walker's heart and disagreed. 
And last year within a few weeks of each other, Walker and Tiernan headed down the bivent path!  
Walker was still young enough to do it in a 2 stage approach where they "recruit" the LV to encourage growth. I really don't know a lot about that one because Tiernan didn't have it.  
But yesterday Walker returned to Boston to have a cath to see how things went. 
His LV is now "of normal size"!  
Incredible!!! 
So tomorrow he will go in for his 4th open heart surgery in his short life and DelNido will perform the same repair  Hanley did successfully for Tiernan almost exactly 2 years ago. 

Please keep Walker in your prayers and thoughts tomorrow. 
I'm so hopeful that DelNido will be able to take down his DKS and Glenn with only native tissue and no conduit, just as Hanley did for Tiernan. 
I pray DelNido and the CVICU team will not push for a quick wean from diuretics so Walker's heart can adjust to its new jobs, just as Tiernan's has. 
I pray that the similarities between their hearts will mean continued similarities with the success of this repair. 

Because these two boys need to meet. 


Friday, June 26, 2015

Welcome to Stable. We're glad you've made it. Please sit down and stay awhile.

Selfie before Cardiology appointment. 
I spy a double chin. 

Tiernan was the model patient for his echo today. Which, by the way, was unchanged from the last one. Dr. P said if it weren't for the date, no one could tell them apart. 

The Mighty Tiernan was in rare (by which I mean COMPLETELY typical) form as the only patient in the office.  He showed off his muscles to anyone and everyone and did NOT show off his ability to listen and follow directions. (I'm pretty sure he doesn't possess those skills these days)

He played paparazzi with his favorite doctor. 

And needed a photo op with him as well. 

Why does Tiernan think Dr. P is super cool?
Well, the fact that he said no more fluid restrictions, effective immediately, might have something to do with it. 

"CHEERS!!!"

Other notables:
1: O2 Sats were 98!!!!  Rock. Star. 
2: Since his surgery (where he lost 3.5 lbs) he has gained nearly 7 lbs this year. 
3: He has gained nearly 2 inches (just shy of normal) since last year.  Given all he's gone through, we will take it. 

Side note: Dr. Pickens (GI) was NOT as pleased with such a "small height increase". No offense, but we will celebrate because cardiology says we should. 

4: Labs look mostly excellent. 
        •BNP is 90!  >100 is normal. 
        •BUN and Creatinine numbers look    "great". (Not sure what those numbers are exactly but he says it's excellent. 
        •Sodium and Chloride are still a bit low but we will wait to see how nephrology feels about that next Tuesday. Park is not concerned. 
         •Potassium is perfect. 
5: He is the healthiest Park has ever seen him. And he's known him since he was 4 months old. 

And looking like this...

  And speaking of those days, when we were on a walkabout after celebratory lunch at his favorite place (Mary Bridge Cafeteria) we found this guy. 

Dr. Paschall was one of our favorite PICU intensivists from back in the day. It was not difficult to jog his memory of Tiernan given the uniqueness of his surgery date (Christmas Eve) and his, eh, baby pterodactyl impressions. 
"Never wake a sleeping baby." Dr. Paschall, from his office across the hall fromTiernan's room. 

And even though he's nearly 6 and doing better than ever, cardio appointments never fail to leave him exhausted. So, because Dr.Paschall said not to, I didn't wake him. 

 His shirt says it.  The best IS yet to come. But today is pretty darn amazing. 



Friday, May 8, 2015

And we breathe easy again....until next time

Tiernan is still doing great!!!!!  
Still. 
Phew!  
Jason took him to cardio and then sent
my most favorite text in a long time. 

"All good news. BNP is down to 113. X-ray is clear. Echo is unchanged."

Thank you to all of you for sending extra special prayers and mojo our way this week. 

Maybe someday I'll get to approach these things with less worry and fear. 
I guess if I did a little more yoga and meditation with this boy that could be a good thing.